the home videos got lost,
Lord knows
I tore it house from home
I got on my knees
I could burn it to the ground
This is the end of the line
This is the end of it all
I am not ready to let go
Now my recollections are not of the events but of the videos
Recollections of recollections
Never to be seen again
I see nothing but static and aberrations and unabashed smiles
I will never know the kind things you once said to me