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small-stretch-of-thought//endless-stretch-of-land

an-ashen-heap-of-thread-((and-lead))
fortune//fate//give-me-anything
feather-foot
trust-trade
to-meet-oneself-((elsewhere))
the-painful-act-of-growth
Hold your gasp;
I can't
I've been holding my breath, my bet
I heard what you said
What you said
Just this jest
Between you and I:
I wasn't listening
List, and then

I've been yearning for a quiet
Never rears her head
Cause I've spent too long
Spent too long
Working a hand

Hold your gasp;
Hold your gaze;
I can't handle those kinds of things
Forgive me these are learnings ((little things))
Gone, here, at best ((I've yet, I haven't, and there))

See, there are some lines of twine rolled up hellful
In my mind
Rest my mind
But for some pools of thread
Can be undone by a pull
At both ends
((At both ends, let's both end))
I've been looking for that axis ((absense, a sense))
To no avail
((To no avail, To hell))

Oh, how I learned not to word the next chord
When my reason to sing finally fell from the fall
And our next time: ((mark my words))
Sick of words I've dimed
God Damn, I have so many swimming in my head
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.
It's tiresome.




What do I have left
If not myself?
You must have not made peace with time
Then what is there to be alive?

I remember a day
When worth was measured in smile
How in 1/8 lifetimes
Could we fall so far

Looking for those things that take not thought but action
To Hell with repercussion
I've got something on my mind
And if I weren't to materialize
I'm not sure for why I'd

Fortune favours the few
Who can sort her from the nothing else in view
And I have heard so little
So little to offer you
That I'm not sure playing coy and acting like a fool
((Everything I do))




Light on your feet, aren't you?
I've seen you running
Light on your feet, aren't you?
I caught you running

Oh, you could blink and I'd be gone
If you keep that shit up

Light on your feet, I've thought you running
Light on your feet, I caught you running

Oh, you could blink and I'd be gone
If you keep that shit up




I've been nothing that you wanted ((beg your pardon))
((Though I've reached that garden))
When I've reached that infinity, you will love me
[redacted]

I see a sea of
Ages and missteps; my way

I have been sullied to believe
That the right thing is the wrong thing

How can you be trusted
When you don't trust yourself
Or anyone else




So few words
Made their way
To melodies
A worry, a pounds
A forcing; Aforeseen;

We're approaching
Critical mass
4; Whatever; Perhaps;

You've been saying
Half your life away

Found, leaving, a sound

You paid
Your whole life away

Who were you?
Spinning
Spinning

Heals, sprains, a matter from us

Holds, fixing, yourself from the Earth
Yourself from the Earth
[redacted] 




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2022-01-22